confessions of a fan girl.
currently its 3 am and i can’t sleep. i usually end my nights by listening to my favorite artists and watching their interviews and what not. i just can’t get enough of them. sometimes i feel like people just don’t understand me when i say i love big bang and exo. the amount of support i have for these artists is so limited because sadly, i live in a whole ‘notha country! yes. thats right. I’m one of those crazy kpop fan girls. BUT i can’t help it. i mean, they are super charming, have so much personality (from what i see on variety shows and such, LOL) and they worked so hard to get were they are. PLUS they are sexy as hellllll. hehehe.. it amazes me how much kpop has grown throughout the years and it hits me right in the chest when i can’t fully support them. i sound hella crazy but i feel like theres a few out there that understand what I’m trying to say.
its hard. to put into words what these people mean to you. you watch them perform and you get teary eyed. you’re even happy that some fans get noticed because shoot- thats like one in a million i feel like. HAHA. they make you happy. you are stressed out from school or whatever problems and you just put your headphones on and you get mesmerized. you start to think- IS IT REALLY POSSIBLE to be this happy just by hearing someones voice, and seeing their smile in a picture that you use on your phone or desktop wallpaper. HAHAHA. gosh. i really just want to see them perform live once. JUST once. and hell, if i meet them i think ill just bust out crying or even faint.
Dear BIGBANG & EXO.
i just want to say hi! i love you guys, so much. its kind of scary, lol. i spend my days listening to your music and especially during finals- you guys cheer me up & give me strength. i hope one day we can meet with you guys performing on stage. possibly even together? lol….i wish these fandom wars would end. anyways. FIGHTING! much support in the US. come back~~~ hehe.